Well , this year is the O level year , so i think i wont blog much le.
and wont be using fb often too. i really hope i can do well . and as band practises are really alot . 5 days of band prac a week . its damn alot . and i don know i can cope with my studies anot , somemore this continues till end of march . damn stressed. On both studies and cca. ~ shall do some reflection on myself . i know i am bad. always irritate till ppl . make ppl angry or something. i'm so sorry that im like that . Sometimes , i really find it very hard to speak things out of my mind . I'm weird or something? Well , am i stupid or dumb , retarded??? maybe . just hope it stops from today on . i dont want to make things difficult anymore. I do whatever it takes.... |