I know , i know , i know...
everyone's talking bad things at my back .
i'm an idiot . i'm stupid. i'm stubborn .
i alr asked him . he said he treated me as normal friend...
nvm , you wont listen...
i got the temptation to ..........
you made me wanted to do it .
i know how you feel .
you think there is some possibility that he may like me.
you think that he will like for now on , he keep disturbing me .
you think that i will fall for him , entertain him... no.
but.. i knew him for ard 7 , 8 years.. you think i dont know what he thinking about?
i know no matter what i said you wont listen.
i hate it . can you pls dont.... ?
shit . and one thing , you ****** me...
i really....
nvm , reached home , vomitted what i ate just now in the afternoon.
kena drenched. feel like...
can i die?
can i get coma?
i know , i cant say that im the only one suffering ... yea
but it really hurts alot.
i cant study at home. hate staying at home . fish.

Going out soon .

bye