This is for you , SKZX.

Since you cant trust me , then i dont know what to do le.
even i say i dont want a b****** ,
but you want it .
Even if i say i want ,
of cos the more you want it to happen.
Got difference?
I truely want show you that i can .
but you said you dont trust me.
Still carry out with the plan?
i think no for you.
What if i can prove you wrong?
ok , even if we go our separate ways?
i scared i couldn't forget you.
I hate you man .
seriously you made me so unsure about IT.
until now , i bet you still think that you're not at fault at all.
cos you're also another who think about yourself only.
you wont know how i feel .
but your dad actually did.
he called me and talked to me about you and the quarrel thingy.
i agreed to what your dad said about you.
but you yourself just never realised it.
its really a very small matter , and we quarrelled? wtf.
i never even rude to you before .
i angry , i didnt scold vulgars at you.
i didn't shout at you .
I know i'm not the only one suffering .
but can you just trust me once more?
You know how much you mean to me?
I remember this ,
"i will never leave you until you leave..."
you lied.
I know you still love me ,
but you kept hiding inside , and lied that you dont love me anymore right?
you take things too ...
i dont understand why either.
i dont know how to communicate with you now.
everything i said you also wont listen one.
i think i've wasted my time , went to your hse there and explain and tell you
how i feel and all the things...
you're stubborn , ridiculous , sensitive....
but i just love you , still loves you.
Love is blind huh?
You're matured , yes , you know how to think , yes , but actually not really.
you still have alot to learn , as your dad had told me that day.
true.
If go separate ways is what you want then , ok then.
no matter how much i tried , how much tears i had dropped for you,
also no use one.
You always said i'm stupid , dumb ...
ok , but my love for you is real.
cant see i'm really serious about you?
i told you before , i just want you .
want you be my last.
i didn't pretend .
i dont have motive for it?
this's exam period ..
how you want me not to think about you?
i scared to go out also ,
seeing the place that we went before , it brings back memories.
you think so easy to forget?
no.
can we like try all ways to maintain this?
I dont wanna give up you know?
but you're forcing me to.
we had planned so much things for end-of-year...
Overseas , outing , your birthday...


i was wondering your love for me is fake or not.
want leave jiu leave...
do you really treasure me?

F*** , i'm freaking vexed now.

i din know whether to reply you anot .
cos i know , what i said also no use .
you will kept saying the same thing .
"i dunno " , "i dont trust you" , "you're a liar".

..Tell me you still love me..




~There's nothing i can say to you ,
nothing i could ever do to make you see... what you mean to me~