This is for you , my valentine .

since you dont want talk to me .
ok . i shall talk to you thru here.

i have to voice out ,
i have my own say .

Because of that 1hour plus i didnt text you means i dont care?
means i ignored you?
no . you are wrong .
i told you i will text you after watching tv .
you said ok .
and this was like ytd the ytd thingy .
then ytd night , suddenly you said about this.
why?
i dont think is my fault seriously.
you until now , if you see this post,
you still angry , think that is my fault , i think you should
go some reflection.
seriously , i think it's very ridiculous .
i have my own things to do .
and i said will text means will text you.
i did what .
is you fell asleep.
ok , this i dont mind .
next morning also got text you what?
you go lan , go gym , i also din disturb you right?
i always waited for you to call or text me after you do finish your things.
just 1hour din text you , you angry with me?
why?
small things only leh.
im not trying to quarrel with you here.
im just stating the fact.
if you in my position , you will know how i feel.
i dont think you know that i cried in sch today .
1 whole chem period .
for YOU.
i cared for you. you dont know only .
if i dont care , why i bother to text you and tell you i going watch tv?
i always wanted to chat with you one .
is you dont want lo .
for example , that concert day.
im free, im really very free.
but you kept saying im busy , dont want disturb me.
right?
ppl want talk to you , you dont want.
seriously , i dont know what i do wrong.
because of tv , you said 'b**** **' .
you made my heart ached .
if you really love me right , you wont anyhow use this 'b**** **' ,
this two words .
please understand .
this's only small thing.
no need like that one .


i'm not giving up at all from the start.
i'm really trueful to you.
i really love you.

Stop being so...
please.