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Today after sch go hgm with dear , jasmine and regina (: after that met joel , noel and occ. ate lunch at food court. went popular then library. LOL hai dear back pain ): takecare of yourself pls . after that go 684 de mac , then sent dear to bus stop then go home (: that's all . nights ppl (: i love you dear (: |
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A new love , a new beginning .
i'm missing you D; |
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Thanks for all the birthday wishes and present guys (:
thanks to qi hao and dearest cousin for the bdae card (: thanks to two band junoirs for the teddy bear and other stuffs (: thanks to timo for the lovely necklace (: and thanks to qi hao for giving me a big suprise (: - a small cake and the card im suprised and didnt expected it. update pics soon [; bye peepos! (: |
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            Pictures will do the talking . enjoy , ppl ! (: D , you're a liar .. :D you made me hate you even more. |
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well , today's the 19th...
almost going to 2am, im still awake . later going out . to church then meet you? D, i'm really sorry. it's too late , really. update later. bye. |
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when you're gone, i need you so much.
when you're back , i want you out of my life. weird. i cant give you anymore chance already. it's too late. but we only can be friends. [ IT'S CRAP] |
          I ♥ 4G!!!! |
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D,
i have alot to tell you... but i dont know how to start. hai , just now i was thinking alot. i'm sorry if i hurt you. really , we are not suited , seriously. you got see before couples quarrel everyday? quarrel like siao? no right? first time encountered such things. your the first guy who made me super super sad. really. my ex dont treat me like this before? i felt so hurt . tortured and controlled by you. you just dont know how i feel one. because you're not in my position. you told me you gonna change now, is all too late... too late if you want to change , long ago already change. and i really really utterly disappointed . sths you didn't tell me . why? we have been through ups and downs . quarrelled and quarrelled again. never ending . and some more almost 10mths liao... yes , wo she bu de . but we just cant be tgt . if we carry on like this , soon i will go bonkers. i dont wish to think of our past , but i dono why my mind is full of our past. i cant stop thinking abt it. i was just wondering , if frm the start we didn't meet at amk hub that time, wo men jiu bu hui zai yi qi. should be? actually i still love you , but just a small bit only. sorry , i know in the past i hurt you. seriously , wo bu zhi de ni ai . coz im a bad girl. as you labelled me as pros, lian and all . im guai lan , xialan , yeahhh.. you cant accept who i am , then dont be tgt. nobody is perfect . im not perfect , you too. so? isit so hard to accept someone? i already ren dao cant ren anymore already. im really tired , cann you just set me free? i dont want you to treat me like a dog. i dont like it. you sure can live better without me. study hard can? dont slack , play com all that. prove to me you can go to good poly. get good results. k? hai , i already jin wo de neng li go be good gf. but still like that. you this dont like , that dont like.. i dono how. is so damn hard to pls you , really. for now , maybe i will be moodless for some time. but i know , i can forget you. i will delete our pics in my phone , stop thinking of you and throw everything out in my brain that concerns you. we can still be frens . you can still contact me as frens. is better that now everything is over. you can do whatever you want . i wont care le . you wont find me naggy or what le right? (: you should be happy. 9 months plus , is not easy . i know. wo she bu de. but still ... you can lead a better live without me. im not a good person. dont need wei wo shangxin. find a better girl. tmr will be a better day for us k?(: ~goodbye 190608~ |
  1420 end sch, after that remedial , then went hgm helped dad pay bills. then reached home , haven even rest for 15mins , went to hgm again . mum brought me and bro to have dinner at AJISEN RAMEN. the ramen damn spicy :S after that went popular see see then bus-ed home. nothing much to say le . looking forward to this coming SUNDAY (: NIGHTS EVERYONE ! |
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dont force me
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     OMG! cant believe it we got a GOLD. oh my.... but im happy ;D all our effort paid off! now concentrating in studies :( hai . N level . -it's fading slowly. how? i don't know. i only know that i had enough of you & im tired of everything . |
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tmr's the day!
oh my... i scared.. ): our aim : GWH!!!! everyone jy, jy ,jy,alrights?! ;DDDD we can do it! yea ;D -somethings i dont wish to tell you , D. feeling so broken. i don't know what to do either. i don't wanna to fake a smie everyday. can you give me what i always wanted? i'm tired, really & before everything change. |
         i love my section so much (: they're so damn cute! have so much fun tgt with them during photo-taking [; jy for SYF KK ? =] love you all! D, im sorry . tmr i will msg you. i really not in a good mood just now. NIGHTS |
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is not because of band.
& you said you love me, you will prove me wrong? last chance? i have no faith in you. i'm confused....... |
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i really dono already..
i think i'm a DA BEN DAN. really. you still dare said you never treated me like a dog? you lied. i really , really sick and tired liao. for now , you want see girls , be with who , go where, no need to tell me alrights? {sweet talks , solved , quarrel again} isn't it a cycle? pls dont treat me like a fool . YOU LABELLED ME AS PROSTITUTE , BITCH , LIAN . you said i can't make it(confirm go ite). you said im brainless. you said my attitude suck. you said it's all my doing , everything who started first was me. you said i'm unreasonable. you said i'm sickening. you said i'm not important to you. you said i'm bloody guai lan and xia lan don't you? you cant accept who i am , then ? then you want me accept you? you cant be so selfish . some things can't be forced. you controlled me , you think i will happy? everything i do , must tell you first. everything you do , is after you do it then tell me? don't you think is unfair? am i your girlfriend? i don't know. you said you won't be stingy in love? you think i gonna believe you? i'm utterly disappointed in you. all along , i'm blind? maybe? or is i slow? you can go find a BETTER , PRETTIER girlfriend who can love you more than me and treat you well. am i right? stop msging me and calling me. say what you want. i'm unreasonable, yea. i dont need your sorry. |
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pls study , CHANLITING!
dont play liao! jiayou jiayou!!! :D nights everyone! happy april fool's day! i scared it will fade away soon. "The more a couple quarrelled, the more holes it will remain on the wooden block. once they quarrelled,it was like using a nail to screw it in. once they are fine, the nail will not remain there, it will be screwed out. But the 'scar' will still always remain there..." |
