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I DONT WANNA LEAVE . what have we become? why things turn out like this? it's really terrible. i've been thinking for days. hai.everything had gone wrong. we are not like before. i have a weird feel now. i can't describe it. and feel empty too. because you are not there anymore. you just walk away. got a feeling , you HATE ME. love no more rite? i don't why we must quarrel , argue. i dont wish to. the more i love you , the more i feel more tong ku. coz loss of warmth. and the love , just gone like that. and i know you wanna make my life miserable. what cann i do then you cann trust me? sorrys? not anymore. i cant feel you anymore. where've you gone? i couldn't find you. i guess you're not going to come back. everytime quarrel with you , it hurts. i dono how you cann be happy , really. to you , im a bitch , ahlian , smoker , liar. i willing to change for you. but it's too late. you ran away. and you told me about the elmo cut into half, hai my heart broke into pieces. you've killed me. then last night i could not slp , coz terrible headache. morning wake up , stomachache till now . NON-stop. it really hurts! i couldn't walk properly , sit properly. even standing also want to die. hai. but i know you wun bother much ba. how to gain trust? i really dono le. a basic trust is not there? how? gen wo zai yi qi zhen de hen tong ku? a burden to you that make you regret? wo pei bu shang ni shi ma? hai. told me that i chasing guy? why? that's not in the picture. honestly speaking , is i saw mdm armpit denn run de. coz very jing zhang denn laugh , not because of the guy. is not related. i ran , but i din expect he will chase me too. and i cann swear on my mama and papa's life . i did not whack back or what . i just ignored. and in the hall thing , is i kena forced by mr peh . he keep asking me go in front sit. i dont want. he dulan , denn i bobian. what can i do? scold him? no way . and i dont love him pls. you know you are the one i loved only. NOONE ELSE. i know in the past is all my fault , i lied , i smoked. but now no have le. because i wanna change. i wun go back to my past again. but still , you dont believe. hai. is really hard to pls you ;/ gifts , letters , tickets. gone rite? hai . SADDDEDDDDD. i know i hurt you alot . just one more time? you will say NO. all the sweet memories , i think you gonna erase them off. i still remember , the 1st time we went out tgt . AMK HUB. after that VIVO . there's lots of memories left there. i couldn't forget. and till now , you scold me or what . i still regard you as my bf . because just a simple 3 words ; I LOVE YOU. i really need a final answer . breakup / continue? if break , i dont wanna waste each other's time. and we dont talk . go separate ways. you can be happier and you can have your own freedom. and i know you wanted it . you can also find a better girl that me as you said that time. a better girl who can really treat you well , love you more rite? am i that useless that i cant even love you? i wanna love you wholeheartedly, i wanna takecare of you, i want to do everything for you. i need you. i know even million words , doesn't work for you rite , dar? ALL I WANT IS YOU . i think you wun fall for it. no matter how many sorries i said. and i think you don't even want to listen what i said and to bother me anymore. i think now you also having your own fun with friends or what. i dono. there's no other ways to pls you? love fade , and is all gone le. i dono how am i going to live. isit a little too late? you really gonna leave? time is so fast. but deep down i realy love you alot alot ;/ i can't describe. but we could gone that far . im happyy le . wo bu yao qiu shen me. i need you to know that i truely love you. im not fooling with you. but if you choose to leave , everything will just be gone. no more us. i wont force you , dar. make your decision carefullly. no turning back. and that day you leave , that's the time i am not me. i guess now , i couldn't do anything le. i want to give you that 3mth present , but you wun accept it rite? then should i stop doing? i wanna know you still really love me ma? how i wish i was with you now........ but i think is never again. tell you something . im glad that i could be with you . im lucky to have you. i will never regret ;D coz , I LOVE YOU. everything i do , i said , i care for you. if got anything sad or what , msg or call me ok? i willing to be your listening ear , dar :) ~ and i hope miracle comes. i just want YOU !pls.? hai..................... hope everything will be fine ba. i should end here ba . if you got read my post , dar , no matter what , i still love you. YOU ARE THE ONE AND ONLY ONE I LOVE. I REALLY YOU BADLY D'; |
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